What
Lies Beneath
(Where
faith and fishing meet...)
The
rumored great fall fishing season was turning apocryphal. The
catching of fish slowed down in the heat of the end of summer, but
just wait, I was told, the weather and the water will turn cool, and
the fish will be back.
Just
wait...
I'd
been spending several evenings a week by the backyard pond, waiting,
casting the most succulent of rubber worms that had bass jumping out
of the water just weeks before. Nothing. I switched to the no-fail
black woolybugger and a fly rod. Still nothing. I down-sized my
expectations. If I wasn't able to catch bass, I'd go for the
bluegill and crappie. I casted small foam spiders, tiny nymphs, and
something called a gurgler that never fails to bring a bluegill to
the surface. Nothing, nothing, nothing... It was as though someone
removed all the fish from the pond.
It
was time for desperate measures.
I
mixed a small amount of flour, salt and water and kneaded it into a
stretchy dough, dense enough to wrap around a small hook and not fall
off on the first cast. I then rigged my spinning rod with a light
weight and a slip bobber, setting the hook to drop about two feet
below the surface of the water when it landed. I had resorted to the
fishing style that I had first experienced as a child, one that I had
used with my own children in the days when they actually thought that
maybe fishing with their mother might be fun.
Casting
the dough, watching the bobber for any signs of motion, I was
reflecting on why I felt the need to prove to myself that there were
actually fish in the pond. Of course there were - hundreds, probably
thousands of them, just none that were particularly interested in
what I had been offering them. They would be jumping out of the
water, and hitting anything I threw at them, if not later this fall,
then certainly next spring. Still, I wanted to see that something
was happening and I wanted to see it now. The bobber, with its dough
bait below, started to move sideways and pull under. I pulled it in
to find the dough gone. I put more on and watched the same bobbing
motions and corresponding ripples play out again and again. I did
catch a few small bluegill, but the real satisfaction came from
seeing the bobber move about, seeing those ripples, indicating that,
yes, there was still an active fish community thriving under the
weedy dark water of early fall.
All this gets me thinking about the unseen results of prayer, and how it can sometimes be a lot like fall fishing. I know prayer
stirs things up, causes movement in the spiritual realm. Often, God
graciously allows me to see the movement, the lives being changed,
the growth taking place, the holy activity that occurs when God acts
in response to my prayer. Other times...nothing. I wait and pray
more, sometimes differently, sometimes desperately, waiting to see
Him respond to whatever it is I am praying for. My faith tells me
God is always moving, acting on behalf of His people even if I don't
see a thing happening. I know I have seen Him move and act in the
past and I know I will see Him do it again in the future. But
sometimes, I just need to get a glimpse of movement now, the action
of some spiritual bobber, letting me know that, yes, there is life
taking place in that great unseen spiritual realm where God sees all. So I
throw out a dough-bait-bobber prayer that acknowledges God's
faithfulness, His sovereignty over all things, but could He maybe let
me see just a small sign of movement? Then I fix my eyes on Him and
wait for the ripples to appear...
Now
faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things
not seen. - Hebrews 11:1